Back to filling my day in lockdown. The weather here in Victoria is really getting us down. I don't know if it is the longest, coldest, wettest winter ever, but it feels like it. I guess partly because we usually get away for at least a couple of weeks in the middle, but being resticted to country Victoria there is little point. Just a couple of years ago we had a heatwave in September, nothing like that now. So I think many people are now quite depressed and have lost interest in life. I have lots of projects waiting in the shed but i stay inside by the wood fire until 10am, reading or watching stupid Youtube videos. Then maybe try to achieve something but am easily put off. I dismantled something yesterday and ordered a part on line and now will have to wait a week or two before I can put it back together. I can hardly face the shed and don't want to start another job. The wind is howling, nothing can be done in the yard. On line connections have become important. If I send an email and don't get a reply, it upsets me as there is no other contact with people. I am going through old work diaries, typing out summaries so I can throw the old diaries out without losing too much history. I am finding dates of family events that I can now tie back to old photographs. But this upsets me too, as it tells of a time that life was so different.