Quite right 80kts. It does ultimately come down to what you believe is more plausible, and we might well all be wrong. The truth may be stranger than we can imagine, but in the meantime all we have are various hotly debated theories and beliefs.
You're assuming that God exists, of course. I don't know whether she does or not, and that's the problem (for me).
Yes, my conscience tells me when I've done something wrong and if I have to face the music eventually, then so be it. I don't find taking responsiblity for myself in the least abhorrent, and certainly no reason to cling to Darwin's theory. However, it's also not at all obvious to me that there must inevitably be a divine designer to explain everything. To me that's just clutching at another kind of straw, albeit one that offers a lot of psychological comfort in terms of who we are, why we're here and where we're going. That's very reassuring, but of course it might also be quite delusional. However, if it transpires that there really is a God I'm sure she will give me credit for honesty in my ignorance and for being basically a good bloke who's making his way through life as best he can.
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