There is enormous evidence for a global flood - sea shells fossils in central Australia for example. Fish fossils in the mountains. Whale fossils in the Andes. Just the sort of items you would expect to find after a sudden global flood and subterranean deluge. Note that to have a fossilised fish requires a sudden burial in lava or sediment, it cannot happen in normal conditions except in cartoons. Oh and all fossils in the same configuration as the present day sealife too.
Young animals tend to be quite small and besides of course you don't need all 8 million due to natural diversification within species, so not impossible at all.
I would say you are in denial because you fear the alternative to your faith not because you seek facts. And let's be clear - anyone who thinks it's logical that all life assembled itself from scratch is a fantasist. Just as it's not hard to grasp the above move clip is a fake, a manipulation. But I'm not laughing at you as you've done, I fear for you. Waiting till one foot in the grave is not wise, time to look into these most critical issues of life.